For quite a bit now, and I think ever since my last job change*, I’ve been feeling this lack of motivation to succeed at my job. And it’s really hit me the way I’ve been feeling about the whole thing. I don’t know if it’s the lack of stress, or the fact that due to…
Ups And Downs
So, I’d been feeling pretty great lately, but then today my mood took a dive. I think that it was because I couldn’t sleep very well and it kind of ruined my day. I woke up at around 3 am and couldn’t go back to sleep. Just been feeling really off since then, but oh…
The Internet Used To Be Much Bigger
So, not going on any kind of social media has been great in that I’ve managed to keep a nice pace of 2-3 scenes in the SoulShattered 1 rewrite, and I’ve also managed to rework the SoulShattered 2 outline, which is looking more and more interesting with each scene that I add. And of course,…
25 Year Old Me Was And Idiot
Yeah, 25 year old me was an idiot, and I disagree with her on nearly everything that she used to believe. But, at the same time, I’m very sad for her. This morning I was thinking of that trek I used to have to walk to get from my grandmother’s apartment to work, and I…
The Fury
Oh, that’s it. I’ve quite had enough of myself. I barely finished one scene and did 2/3 of another and that was all I did yesterday. I just laid in bed and didn’t write nearly enough. I’m so, so fed up with myself. I really want to finish this rewrite as soon as possible, and…
Bad Turn Again
So, my health went down the gutter again*. It seems like I got some weird bug from my mom. We’re not sure if it’s some kind of throat infection (common in us) or just the normal flu. It’s not too bad, but I’m exhausted and I can’t stand to eat anything. I’ve just been drinking…
They All Want To Consume You
I will freely admit that I joined Threads as soon as it launched. To be honest, it was just out of excitement that my favorite youtuber was there and also it seemed like a much cleaner and less negative version of Twitter. But, more and more I’m getting a feeling that it’s just not good….
Actually, scratch that
Actually, forget what I said yesterday about how Shattered 1 was ok and just needed a bit of an update to the narration. No, actually it sucks. It really, really sucks. It reads like i wrote it in some kind of fever dream. I’m so mad, you have no idea. I’m really gonna have to…
Confusion
So, I just had quite probably the most grueling and difficult couple of weeks in the year at work. So, it was pretty terrible, but also from now on it really doesn’t get any worse. It’s kind of all downhill from here, so I’m excited about finally getting some time to time to breathe and…
So Close
I am so, so, so close to finishing Shattered 0, I can’t wait. Like, the final, final version ready to be uploaded. Honestly, I can’t wait. I mean, I still need to complete a few things, and of course it won’t be published until I complete the Shattered 1 rewrite because the whole point of…